Laraning lara...
Ora kaya wong kang nandhang wuyung
Mangan ra doyan
Ra jenak Turu Neng Ati bingung....
It was one of the reasons I had accepted a friend's invitation to joint reguler PSTK alumni gathering in Duren Tiga. Yes its "wuyung" (means miss a sentimental feeling). I miss U and some part of my past. I dont need to talk about whom I long to in this time (for "The One" its always about you). And about my past it is always about PSTK in my time.
I was in saron peking balungan position just like used to be. The other eleven friends were in their own position sitting cross-legged. Gamelan music kept flowing over our atmosphere and brought memory back to the each past. That javaness song and many others gending were played in harmony and nice, tentalizing my heart. It was after more than two years i didnt played Karawitan in complete and full formation.
Almost same with used to be but just different personel. If I used to play with my same young friends, thn last nite with old expert generation. I was bit nervous in previous but at the end I got compliments from them (hmm...jadi GR). For my level its seems perfect performance coz no more "pathing klontang" wrong gamelan. Afterall it quite helped me to release live tention in Jakarta.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
1st TEST PAGE
Writing??? In ENGLISH??
Well..it means two big problems for me.
FIRST.....I didnt like writing before. since i was in school and being a student from low level degree (SD) to high one (University), i had had no good notes. How I could have good notes if i rewrote the lessons so rarely. Yes you may say I "am" lazy.It is "am" instead of "was" because even now Im still lazy in writing anything.
I prefer to keep all (lessons, promises, etc) inside my head. I always believe that human has more than "pentium 1000" capacities brain memory. Yes its 100% TRUE. But unfortunately i forgot that to optimize 100% of that memory is not easy. The fact is about 10% memory used by ordinary people (including me).
And for this first reason, I need to learn how to write. To make it as habbit, to express what inside my head, heart, and mind.
Second.....English...oh my english is so weak. I can say proudly that I can speak the soft level of Javaness language so well though I am East Java girl who always identic with speaking rough. But my english ohhhh :(...I alredy passed my bachelor graduate but my english is still two tumbs down even from 5 years old kids in US, Australia, or UK (ya iya lah mereka lair ceprot juga udah pake bahasa inggris :P ). No prob, As Rosul said "Learn till ur body burried under earth".
Bismillah....
Be Confident....
Anyway actually its not my 1st Blog. I alredy have in my friendster account. But they r some differents. There I use Indonesian-Javaness, Here English-Indonesian-Javaness mixing. And also for my company policy, friendster.com cant be accesed from my office PC hiks...hiks...
Well..it means two big problems for me.
FIRST.....I didnt like writing before. since i was in school and being a student from low level degree (SD) to high one (University), i had had no good notes. How I could have good notes if i rewrote the lessons so rarely. Yes you may say I "am" lazy.It is "am" instead of "was" because even now Im still lazy in writing anything.
I prefer to keep all (lessons, promises, etc) inside my head. I always believe that human has more than "pentium 1000" capacities brain memory. Yes its 100% TRUE. But unfortunately i forgot that to optimize 100% of that memory is not easy. The fact is about 10% memory used by ordinary people (including me).
And for this first reason, I need to learn how to write. To make it as habbit, to express what inside my head, heart, and mind.
Second.....English...oh my english is so weak. I can say proudly that I can speak the soft level of Javaness language so well though I am East Java girl who always identic with speaking rough. But my english ohhhh :(...I alredy passed my bachelor graduate but my english is still two tumbs down even from 5 years old kids in US, Australia, or UK (ya iya lah mereka lair ceprot juga udah pake bahasa inggris :P ). No prob, As Rosul said "Learn till ur body burried under earth".
Bismillah....
Be Confident....
Anyway actually its not my 1st Blog. I alredy have in my friendster account. But they r some differents. There I use Indonesian-Javaness, Here English-Indonesian-Javaness mixing. And also for my company policy, friendster.com cant be accesed from my office PC hiks...hiks...
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